: (

that smiley is me.

I bet soon it will be :' (

because I bet I will be let down again.

gutted. everything's horrible just now. I'm so angry at everything for not being able to go to uni in Edinburgh. I wanted to go so so so much.

And now I never will.

Do you know how that makes me feel? I don't think you do, because I'm not going to tell you. I'm not going to tell anyone.

I'm a big fat fail and I'm losing everything.

So that's why I'm a : (

I feel so lost. I want to go home, but unfortunately, I'm already there. sigh.

ess haychh eye tee ee.

That spells SHITE.

SHITE.

My brother has been hefty munching my Nutella and now there is only a small portion left, even though I have only had about two peices of toast with it on it.

We've only had it like a week fs! And already my brother has practically demolished it. fs I would make a comment about the size of most members of my family but instead I will just say shite. SHITE.

I did my leaver's form today. It took ages and was totally pointless. I didn't say bye to Nessy properly because Ms Maitland forged her signature on my form so Nessy will be properly gutted. I hurt her feelings today, which annoyed me because I didn't mean to, so her reaction was just ludicrous. Eff ess.

I'm annoyed just now. Can you tell? I've applied for a job in Specsavers, but I know I won't get it. Mr Barr suggested trying a new shopping centre in Pollock, which I may look in to. P'rapz.

Anyway, I'm annoyed and jobless and need love. Love plz.

Oh, speaking of love, Robbie and I saw Hairspray for the fifth time on Wednesday. That film rocks. I want to see Eagle vs Shark but I don't know when that will happen... On Wednesday I also set up a picnic for us which was fun, but scary cause lots of wasps were about and a spider was on my leg.

I'm in a gay gutted gay mood and I just hurt my foot. THIS IS SHITE.

fuck off.

beauty school dropout!

That's a song from Grease btw, in case you did not know.

Anyway, the song relates to me because I am droppin' out of school. Except I'm not dropping out, because I passed all my exams and shizz, and I didn't really intend to stay anyway.

This is just a heads-up to all my fans. I feel school is becoming silly and I don't have the effort to work as much as I will probably need to, having picked three proper subjects : /

I was only gonna pick two, but Spanish was in the same column as AH German. Sheeeeeeeeeet! And they were the two I actually wanted to do : ( I really want to learn Spanish... isn't that a shame?

So I'm going elsewhere. Where? I don't know. Wherever the wind blows me.

Rawuurwrararruurwwr. I'm not doing a leaver's form, so don't be too surprised if I change my mind. I don't think I will though, after hearing the amount of work they expect us to do in music. TWO INVENTIONS?!?!? My ONE at standard grade level was a total farce fs. I made Matheson work on it with me <.<;

Whatev'z ma chumz, have fun.

for your consideration

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."

something I found in my old blog. I still like it.

Übers Ende dieser Weeeeeelt...

DON'T TURN AROWNNDDD!

I am going to enjoy Tokio Hotel even more now that I got my A in higher Germaaaaan! : D

Yus, I will do a little sheet of results for you, my chumz, because I know you care...

German: A
Maths: A
Biology: B
English: B
RMPS: B

: D I'm happy, you know. The only thing I could have probably done better in was English, but I'm not too bothered because I totally didn't expect Bs in RMPS and Biology, so I'm plzd with that.

Anyway, yes, that's all I think.
'WIEDERSEHEN.