pain

I feel awful. I'm angry, but more than that I'm disgusted and upset. I think if it didn't make me wonder so much, I would actually find it funny, but instead it leaves me worried and hurt.

I'm lonely also, which is NOT helping.

I don't remember much about this week. It has been slow. At the weekend, Robbie came up and we saw his mother's new puppy Brando. He's a seven week old chocolate mini poodle and he's very cute. On Monday I did very little, Tuesday was CRUK, Wednesday (yesterday, wow) I went out with Angelica in the morning. It was also my mother's birthday. And today I went to my gran's.

Tomorrow will hopefully be good. Might be going to Primark with mum. I haven't been there in ages! It says it's going to rain tomorrow though, on the BBC website. I really hope it does not.

ARGH I'm so frustrated with everything. Why are people so fucking stupid.
Arseholes.

Move bitch,

get out da way!

Ah Ludacris, you crazy ol' guy.

So, yes, I really feel like singing at the moment, because singing is fun (Not like "omg i'm so happy i cud sing". That's gay.) although I suppose I wouldn't sing Ludacris. I would like to play Singstar. The Rock Ballads one! yeeeahhhh!

I'm downloading all the Alkaline Trio songs that I don't have just now (which is a most of them, to be honest) and also some other random stuff like Ludacris and Sexy Back. Sexy baaaaack!

Gosh, I haven't been up to much. Saw One Missed Call with Debbie and Judi on Wednesday and last Friday I saw Son of Rambow with Robbie and Umar. The former was quite scary, but a bit stupid and the latter was alright but not as good as I expected.

I don't know what I'm doing today... probably nothing.
I had a job interview yesterday for a new shop in Decourcy's Lane. It's called Three Steps to Heaven and it's an ice cream/coffee shop. I haven't heard back from them yet, but I'm not bothered.
Also, I have a job as a waitress/bar-tender that starts after my birthday. I think it might be a good one, as long as I can balance the drinks properly! Need to get some practice in first, I reckon!

Anyway, I have nothing interesting to say, I just felt this little bloggerson had been neglected.
Peace.