: (
that smiley is me.
I bet soon it will be :' (
because I bet I will be let down again.
gutted. everything's horrible just now. I'm so angry at everything for not being able to go to uni in Edinburgh. I wanted to go so so so much.
And now I never will.
Do you know how that makes me feel? I don't think you do, because I'm not going to tell you. I'm not going to tell anyone.
I'm a big fat fail and I'm losing everything.
So that's why I'm a : (
I feel so lost. I want to go home, but unfortunately, I'm already there. sigh.
I bet soon it will be :' (
because I bet I will be let down again.
gutted. everything's horrible just now. I'm so angry at everything for not being able to go to uni in Edinburgh. I wanted to go so so so much.
And now I never will.
Do you know how that makes me feel? I don't think you do, because I'm not going to tell you. I'm not going to tell anyone.
I'm a big fat fail and I'm losing everything.
So that's why I'm a : (
I feel so lost. I want to go home, but unfortunately, I'm already there. sigh.
posted by Meesh at 2:30 pm
5 Comments:
I hope not to intrude, I don't read your blog much, but couldn't you take a gap year and apply next year? They coulnd't exactly say no if they accepted you last time, lots of people take gap years.
~Cake
I get the feeling Marysia's problem is not academic, and that sucks. D:
That sucks Meesh D:
I appreciate the support and the "D:"s. The post was made in a dreadful moment of despair : o
Heather, I could go next year, if they accepted me again but it wouldn't really work very well and the reason I couldn't go was because I can't afford it. If I get a job this year I might be able to afford it next year, but if I go next year I wouldn't have any friends there, as Robbie will be in Japan and the only other people I know who are going are a couple in my year who tend to ignore other people for each other all the time (although they're both nice people when you can get them apart...)
So thank you again, ma peepz, but I am just a whiny complainer when it comes down to it : P
It sucks D: heehee.
It's a shame to think about this, you should go to Aberdeen next year ¬_¬ Anyone? Anyone at all?
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