people don't LIVE enough.

That is a conclusion I have come to.

Everyone just picks at everything and makes everything more difficult for everyone else and gets annoyed and upset by all the little things. Now, obviously, being a stereotypical girly girl, I very often get annoyed and upset by things that should probably mean nothing to me. It's stupid, I know, but at least I'm not too hoity-toity (just wanted to say that cause it sounds cool) to admit it.

But yes, everyone takes life so seriously these days and it's a wee shame.

After the fridge-freezer broke yesterday, the maw rushed out and purchased a wee chest freezer from Comet. It is now sitting in front of my bedroom so that, once again, only one door is openable. For those that have never been in it, I must tell you that my room is tiny. It used to be a storage cupboard. I have so much junk in it that it was difficult to get into before. Now it is nearly impossible.

Still, I don't really care. I don't much enjoy being in my room anyway.

This is such a crap post. Full of shite that I'm not even thinking about so don't actually know what I'm typing. I dressed up for work this morning. I was a crazy dead person or something. A heavy sexy wan, obv. It was good fun.

I'm going out with Angelica tonight. Don't know where to. Maybe nowhere, maybe EVERYWHERE. The world is our oyster(s?).

Gosh, this has been positively boring. I must float away like a bat and find someone to annoy now. Nomnomnomnom...

Lovely weekend.

Robbie. Fish and chips. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Mean Girls. Sleep! Painting. Cheesey Pasta. Stardust. Tuna Subway. Shower. Donnie Brasco. Chocolate. Equilibrium, but not quite. SLEEP! Rain in the night. Sunshine in the morning. Impossible to find Maltesers in Edinburgh! Malteser cake. Noodles. Bus home?

I love the weekend, for the very pure reason that I get to spend so much time with the person I love. Leaving isn't very nice though. Not very keen on the idea of sleeping alone. And I just realised I left my DVDs at Robbie's. Hmph hahaha I left so much stuff by accident! I miss him.

Went to Beanscene with Kate once I was back here (around 6pm, really) and had hot chocolate and coke (not at the same time). It was fun, we had lots to talk about. I like that me and Kate are still friends. We've been friends since nursery. I'm typing with only one type of punctuation and very little conjunctions. It's cause I'm quite tired. Nearly falling asleep on the bus! I'm just going to go and brush my teeth and get into bed.

Hallowe'en on Wednesday. Anyone doing anything/dressing up?

I miss Robbie, but I love him more.
night x

whyyyy

why is my freezer not cold enough for ice lollies? honestly, they always break in half when you take them out and are all smooshy and melty. It's making my teeth cold.

Stupid lolly.

I went shopping with Angelica today. She has a casting for a shoot in Milan tomorrow. Isn't that exciting? She bought expensive Topshop shoes for it. They had such nice shoes in the sale bits of Qube and Topshop that I wanted but in Qube they were too big and in Topshop they were too small : (

Bleugh, just dropped some ice lolly on the floor. FT my freezer and FT ice lollies in Winter (what was I thinking?).

ANYWAY since all the shoes were not being size four enough, I just got pyjamas from Topshop (omg I'm becoming a pyjama fiend. Soon my list of THINGS I HAVE TO BUY AS SOON AS I SEE THEM will not be just shoes and underwear, but shoes, underwear AND PYJAMAS!) and a vest top and leggings (though I'm not the kind of fanny who wears leggings without anything over them... I have yet to see ANYONE who can get away with doing that. It just looks terrible.) from H&M. I'm checking ASOS for nice shoes. I need new shoes, I CAN JUST FEEL IT.

My head is quite sore. It goes through phases of being a slightly noticeable pain, a fairly noticeable pain and noticeable pain : | I can feel the pain rate increasing as I merely move my head. Owchy.

I really haven't done much this week. Oh yes, after reading Dave's blog post, I went out and bought the new Live Lounge CD from Fopp, as Woolies had sold out. It's good and fun and nice. You should but it.

Maybe.

There is a kitten nudging my arm as I type. Sometimes he leans against my arm with his head, and sometimes he starts licking my sock : |

Okay, now he has scampered off to annoy my father.

Waaahhh on ASOS I am seeing lots of nice boots, but no nice heels. I want heeeeeels, and I already have a few pairs of nice boots, so I must stay on track! It's so crap: me and my maw totally used to wear the same shoe size, but I must have been deluding myself, because I now find myself mostly buying fours. Although I find four and a half the most comfortableee. Anyway, the point is, my mum has loads of fancy heels and I can't wear them cause they're all too big.

It's preposterous! She's at LEAST five inches smaller than me, so what's up with the crazy shoe sizes?

I know, I'm a shoe addict, shut up.

No no no <--Girls Aloud.

Did all of Angelica's personal trainer exercises with her yesterday then went for a jog : | and now I am in pain. Sitting down is agony. Haha I feel like an old lady, my joints all stuff and what-not.

So I've been to work this morning and then was in CRUK for a few hours, but I didn't feel well so came home just after noon and am now sitting about in my jaaaammies (rofl) after a nice shower.

Not much else to say really. I have been accidentally IP-banned from The Leg : | and it is apparently unfixable. I hope it becomes fixed though, because although The Leg is boring, it's one of very few websites I actually visit. It's odd. I only go on about six different websites (including this). No wonder I find the internet so boring.

I'm in a good mood, and I don't intend to change that or let that be changed. This week is going to be good (touch wood) and then at the end of it I can go to Edinburgh and see Robbie : D (again touch woodz)

Ciao 4 nauw, guyz : )

Sitting down here.

Waiting for Robbiieeee.

Yesterday we saw Control, which was pretty good! It's about the front man of Joy Division. I must say, that guy was either completely insane or the biggest arsehole that ever existed. I think he just had problems, tbh. After the film, we came back to mine and watched Scrubs and the end of the repeat of The X Factor while being half asleep.

'Twas niceeeee. Now he is out doing computery shtuff and I'm waiting for him to contact me so we can do something. Maybe play Singstar? I don't knowwww.

So I sit here, boredly. Just had lunch: NOODLES. They were quite yummy. Neither of my brothers are out of bed yet. How sad.

Everyone on X Factor is so out of tune : | My mum is watching today's repeat in the living room. Gosh, I haven't heard a good one yet.

Anyways, my peepz, I can't be bothered typing any more, so I shall do something else now. Catch.

Mmm-mmm-mmm-MMM

I MISS SINGSTAR.

I HAVEN'T PLAYED IT IN AAAAAAAGES. Like, definitely over a month and that's so unfair because I wuv it and no one will play it wiff me except Robbie and Robbie isn't here. Gutteddddddd.

Anyone wanna come over and play Singstar? It's fun...

This weekend was quite fun. Robbie and I saw The Counterfeiters on Friday, which the Edinburgh Cineworld staff neglected to mention was in German. Now, Robbie and I are not adverse to watching foreign films, in fact, we quite enjoy them but in Glasgow they always make sure you know that it isn't in English so we got quite the fright when it was all "DIE FÄLSCHER"!!! It was an alright film though, except it seemed to drag a bit.

And then we had Chinese for dinner : ) yumyumyum.

Oh fs, I just split up a fight between two of the cats and my maw's bawbag of a cat heavy latched onto my arm. Painful, quite quite.

With the amount of scratches I've been getting on my arms this week, people are gonna start getting suspicious...hahaha.

I feel a bit ill. I have heavy been eating too much the last couple of days... Stupid sweet shop opening up round the corner. It's so good... but so evil :' ( bleagh... I eat too much. I'm so stuuuupid.

Anyway, yeah, I had to come back from Edinburgh on Saturday night : ( and since then I've done nothing but be bored really. I want to go out today but no one is around, and if they are around, they don't want to go out.

My arm hurts. Stupid cats.

Singstar anyone?! PLEASE?E?!?!££E?!

I bet that you look good on the dancefloor : D

I know I do.

Aye, so, yesterday I went into le town with Angaylicker and we saw a film called Feast of Love. It's so good, and so sad! The only downside was that no one told us it was a heavy porno.

Later, when we were with Debbie and Zoe, I told Debbie what we had been to see and Debbie looked at me in confusion and then said "Isn't that the pure sex film?"

That's the last time I let Angelica pick what we're seeing, and the last time neither of us go to see a film before knowing what it's about.

Admittedly though, it was a really good film, but I could have done without all the naked people. I'm fragile, you know! And it was only a 15. I'm not sure if I find that surprising or not because, aside from the sex, it was fairly tame, I suppose.

Ah well, then we met up with Zoe and Debbie and went for a wee bit of a shop and I got purple trooz and a nice baaag. Funshtuff. I'm going through to Edinburgh at 3pm, but I've just realised more stuff I need to get before I go, so I'll probably leave in fifteen minutes or so. Food, magazines and chewing gum. I'm so sad.

I should probz go make sure everything is ready and shtuff. Blahblahblah. I wish I had more exciting stuff to say. I didn't get to see all of the new Scrubs last night because the digital box broke half way through! : ( And the recording didn't work either.

And it was still broken at the time for the repeat on +1. Heavy gutted. I don't think it's repeated... At least, I haven't seen it repeated before. I'll have to have a check on that.

I really am so sad, but gtf, I like it.

cats smell.

But don't tell them I said that.

Especially not the one that's being all smelly on my knee (oh, now beside the screen).

Got everything done in the shop so quickly this morning that by 8am I was bored. Usually there's still magazines to be put out by ten. I was on the till for quite a while, which is fun except when everyone wants lottery tickets and fags, cause both of those take me ages. Thankfully no one's asked me for a phone top-up : | phew.

So I actually got to go home at 9am today : D Like I'm meant to. Bored though. I might go into town and get a nice bag I saw in Urban Outfitters while in town with Angelica yesterday.

I had Greggs for breakfast, which was yummy, but now I'm still hungry. I might have some more breakfast... I don't know why I'm so hungry this morning.

There are scaffolders putting scaffolding up outside the front of the house this morning. I've exchanged pleasantries with them and they seem very friendly. The problem is that I'm scared to go in the living room now in case they should happen to pop by the window. While I was watching My Super Sweet Sixteen about half an hour ago, they'd just got to our level and the guy was standing right in front of the window, so I got scared and left the room.

: ( And it was an episode I hadn't seen before too!

Oh I'm so sad.

And I'm also really paranoid at the moment because for the past two nights, there has been a recurring theme to my dreams and it is not nice at all. Getting taken advantage of, in a way. I definitely do not want to go into it on here, though I will gladly share my dreams with anyone who cares to listen. So I'm wary just now, and intrigued as to what my dreams may mean.

I wish I had friends... : | I have about three, I think. I'd like to go job hunting, then look for a Hallowe'en costume, then possibly get that bag in town, but I have no one to do these things with and I always feel like such a goon walking about and being confused on my own. It's awkward.

I sense a day of nail-painting and being too scared to go into the living room to watch TV ahead.

Sigh. A big sigh pie.

bleahbleahsummisummiTORTELLINI

A nice weekend, I have had, yes I have.

Robbie came through on Friday evening : D and we saw Mr Woodcock : ( which turned out to actually be quite funny. It was the only thing on at that time, you see. After le cinema we came back to mine and sat about. I don't really remember what we did really... We tried to watch The Usual Suspects but I fell asleep on the sofa, so we gave up and just slept. The rest of the weekend was nice too. Robbie got a hair cut and I dyed his hair while we were at his mum's. We watched The X Factor there too. I hope that wee boy that cries all the time doesn't get through cause he's SO ANNOYING. Most of them are annoying really. Anywayz, then we went back to mine and had ice cream and pop corn and ice cream in Pepsi. We listened to Shaggy (see title: this is me singing like Shaggy) which was HILARIOUS and watched Scrubs.

"My mom had a uterus. I lived in it."

Ahh. Yes, then today we went to the new sweetie shop : ) and got yummy sweets and shtuff and then we rofled aboot, saw his maw again then went to his dad's and had a wee rofl there as well.

Then Robbie went home to Edi B : ( aw.

And now I am here. I had a total laughing fit while watching The X Factor last night when one of the under-25 girls said she was spinning like in a music box and it made NO SENSE. That, coupled with Robbie and I's total mocking of tortellini caused me to cry with laughter while Jessie raucously "shh"ed me.

Ahhhhhhh! I had a nice weekend. It shall be nice to sleep in a proper bed again now though, even though my bed is not big enough for me. I needz me more sleeping room!

Okay. Tomorrow I will not be doing much I hope. Hopefully sleep in : D Luv me, luv me, luv me, sex machine.

Oh Shaggy, you crackz me up.

Sound meets sound...

BABE.

Interpol on repeat in the newsagent this morning. Don't dislike them, but they don't make very good music to work to. It was alright I suppose though. It was them and David Gray. Not the most upbeat selection really.

I have been told to surprise them tomorrow. Not sure what CD to take. I don't have many good ones... I might take Alkaline Trio, cause I told them that they were my favourite. Cause they are, obvy.

Aye, so enough description of title that leads into boring ramblez. Michelle is coming up in a couple hours : ) We are going to watch a movie. She said she's bring Disturbia and I was like : o!! Cause it scared me when I saw it. So she said she'd bring a wee random selection. Yasyasyas. I think we shall have to buy some sweeties too, so we may munch through the film.

If we could think about music again for a moment... I feel like buying a new CD. I think I'll get Aly+AJ when they come out, cause they're very klz. Or maybe Inme, because they changed their sound a bit recently and it's interesting. But that's all I have to say about music.


OMG CANDID KITTEN SHOT!! How cute?! That is heavy a Cute Overload one. Tongue akshuuuun!!!!

Anyway, I should probably find out whether I can make it to CRUK this weekend or not, so I can let Margaret know. I am unsure at the moment though, so I will need to find out very soon.

Yesterday I did nothing except read and watch TV. It was a boring day. This morning at work I got pissed off cause they totally exploit me, and I'm pissed off because I know tomorrow they're gonna try and pay me some really gay wages that I have worked very hard for, I'll have you know. So if I don't get enough I'll be like "here, fuck you and either give me more money or hire someone else, ya jake". Except obviously they'll hire someone else, but I really couldn't care less.

Not much to say. I can't think of anything exciting really. I'm so boring. I can't wait for the weekend.